Holy Thursday. The high liturgical weekend begins. When the kids were little, we spent most of the weekend attending the various services at our Catholic Church and school. We participated in Seders and the Stations of the Cross. We recited the Rosary and washed and kissed the feet of our fellow parishioners. We spent Good Friday afternoons in prayerful silence with holy music and incense. All ceremonies leading up to the ultimate sacrifice and rebirth of Holy Easter and the Resurrection of The Christ.
The Catholic Church has always known the intense power of sacred music, imagery and scents to open the heart and soul of it's followers. The words of our holy books can sound dry and full of dust. They tell the same story, year after year, century after century. Since early in the Church's history, our fore bearers have enlisted the help and genius of the finest and most celebrated artists to enliven their written words with images and music. Images and song that reach deep into the innermost crevices of our beings to ignite the sacred spark of recognition and transformation. Ancient rituals born of pagan practices. The shared breaking of bread. The drinking of Divine blood. The chants and incense fill the very heart and soul of each participant with awe and wonder. Grace and healing for all, no words or reading skills involved.
This is the part of the Church I long for. That profound and mystical connection with each and every fellow traveler, human and Divine. No dogma or doctrine necessary. Just pure and soul filled communion with the All and the One. This communion is still possible each and everyday if I choose to see past the surface. To look deeper into the Church to Her ancient roots and mystical beginnings. To forgive Her human frailties and numerous (often tragic) mistakes. Some days I choose this path and other days I don't. As I contemplate my weekend, I pray I can move into this sacred space for my own healing and well being. The Sacraments of the Church may be an ancient passageway into my deepest heart, my most needed and profound healing. The choice is, and always has been, mine.
As a recovering agnostic, I enjoyed your last paragraph. I am reading for an Easter sunrise service at the UCC here and have mixed feelings about religion as presented to me. But, with a background in art history and myth/religion I feel at home somehow with the liturgy and people at church. Your writing rang true to me.
Posted by: Shirley Ende-Saxe | April 09, 2009 at 07:35 PM
So deeply moving...as I always find when coming here to explore your creations & your writing...
Thank you my dear precious soul sister of mine!
I am just always amazed to find such resonance here w/ you!
Posted by: Cyndee Greene | April 09, 2009 at 07:44 PM
Beautiful traditions filled with so much meaning. I have always felt a certain kinship with people of Catholicism. As a Jewish woman, I can truly appreciate religions that are based in symbolism and tradition.
So sorry that we couldn't hug in person when you were out here for SB, but I totally understand! Hopefully someday, we will be able to sit down and have a lovely chat in person. I would really love that.
Happy Easter, dear one.
Love you,
Debbie
Posted by: Debbie | April 11, 2009 at 03:39 PM
You are a wise one.
Posted by: Karen Maezen Miller | April 14, 2009 at 11:32 PM
Just checkin' in on you. Hope all is going well!
Posted by: Mayberry Magpie | April 21, 2009 at 10:56 AM
This is the second time today I have visited blogs and thought I had left comments when I hadn't. Sometimes I look at blogs at work, and when I comment I may be in a rush, so don't see the process all the way through.
What I wanted to say to you was that the Catholic religion is very beautiful. My husband is a Catholic, and so was his family and I always have loved going to church with them.
But that mystical connection that you wrote of I have felt too. In the old churches in England, but especially in the even older churches in the tiny towns of France. The connection to the past, to the divine and to God. Sorry I lost my first comment to you, but this one might be better! Roxanne
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